i still say goodnight

You stopped saying, "goodnight" That was the first sign that you were letting go Now you don't see me the same way You're looking at me like I'm only getting old And I Shoulda known That you were only scared to be alone I couldn't say much I was distracted You seemed so anxious like you had something to hide Tell me, "it's nothing" I don't believe you I know that look you get when you're about to lie I feel so stupid 'Cause I still say, "goodnight" I always tried to impress you Got so dressed up and no you never seemed to care Your ridiculous expectations Lack of validations, was never fucking fair And I Shoulda known That you were only scared to be alone I couldn't say much I was distracted You seemed so anxious like you had something to hide Tell me, "it's nothing" I don't believe you I know that look you get when you're about to lie I feel so stupid 'Cause I still say, "goodnight"